there were such high hopes for me

By Bex Peterson, Editor-in-Chief

 

I knew from birth my youth

was a form of currency

every second a penny

each minute a dime

the hours were nickels

days became dollars

and it all devalued

as time marched on

 

I obsessed over deadlines

I could never meet

comparing my stacks

my resume facts against

others who invested

far more wisely than me

 

you have to specialize

focus

set distractions aside

focus

choose a life

focus

 

to do anything exceptional

to be anyone exceptional

 

if life is a highway

then I drift across lanes

if I come to the crossroads

I stall at the junction

I circle my chances

I load up my arms

with all life can give me

and everything tumbles

shatters on the ground

 

and I start again

 

and I start again

 

and I start again