Absence

By Kshitij Verma, Contributor

 

My sorrows have been “nothing”

my happiness has been “nothing”

“nothing” may seem blank, empty

but I see that even things which seem blank are something.

 

“Nothing” is like silence

it can be deafening and

leaves me in a place with myself, alone.

To be “nothing.”

 

When I feel nothing, I get overwhelmed,

seeing everything coming all at once.

I feel burdened by the weights that weigh nothing

though, when asked, I reply with, “nothing.”

 

I might feel blank, but don’t even canvases seem blank at first

some days, in the empty pages, I still search

because emptiness pokes after a while

 

When I feel nothing inside, I see the things outside and try filling the void.

But lately I have stopped looking outside as the things outside

seem emptier than me.